Good morning and happy Tuesday. It's funny how when the things you wish for and pray for, finally get here and you just can't seem to let it be and let God. I have no say or control over anything that is about to take place tomorrow, so why is it that I just can't let it be? I play golf, used to play a lot, and I'm not the best but play awight. I can how ever help someone with their swing when it goes bad all of a sudden. I can watch and study and then usually get them back on track. May not be all the way but it's better than it was. Now when my swing goes south, why then do I not understand I need someone to watch and help me? Thing is I know it, I just keep trying to fix it myself. The same is true with God. We are always trying to fix it ourselves and not letting God show us what to do. We just have to hang on to a little control of some kind. Is it so we can say we did it?  We had a hand in it. I don't know but it's hard to turn loose. But I have found that council from your friends and family always seems to help.  A lot of you have been praying for me over this ordeal which was my first step in letting God because I never ask for prayer. That saddens me to write that. So to honor God and all of you, I'm gonna relax and let God do His thing. I'm gonna sleep well tonight because I didn't last night. Keep watching my swing and tell me where I'm off. God keep guiding us all and help us to get out of your way as you move us to where you want us. I'm sure as I sit in the hotel tomorrow morning, I will need to re read this to help remind me to let it be. Thank you all for all you've done for me. Thank you God for all you're doing for me. In love always. <><